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Name: Angel
Birthday: 11/5/1990
Gender: Female


Interests: starvation.writing.being alone.smoking.drinking.vogue.speading nights on my roof.starbucks.bright eyes.maria taylor.le tigre.sex.thinking about taylor.staring into nothing.prozac.shopping.big sunglasses.ripped jeans.being the "weird" girl in a school full of ghetto mexicans.wishing i was still in boarding school.being a make out whore.juicy couture.marc jacobs.abercrombie.american eagle.aeropostale.dior.chanel.harry potter.vampires.MK.paris hilton.nicole richie. HW: 117 CW:92 Height: 5'1"


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Wednesday, August 24, 2005

Currently Reading
Gossip Girl #6: You're the One That I Want : A Gossip Girl Novel (Gossip Girl)
By Cecily von Ziegesar
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 CW: 94

 First day of high school wasn't as bad as I had imagined, considering that us freshmen did get booed at. Seniors I can definitely understand, Juniors ok, but Sophomores WTF??!! Immature little bitches throwing pennies at us. Not a signaled penny hit me though since rumor has it that the Juniors and some Seniors threaten the student body to leave me alone. Yes, I do have my body guards in the upper grades all 'cos my sister barely graduated from there last June.

 Worst part of the fucking day? You guest it Sherlock, lunch. They had pizza, potatoe chips, soda, more pizza and it was so shiny...eww and the toppings were something that was alive!! That lunch is free but the salads are $2.00. I had nothing on Monday but since I was causing rumors to spread out, yesterday I got some veggies that cost me like $2.00 and Vitamin Water ($1.50)

 Rumors are spreading out quickly, one that I particularly find amusing is

"There's an Anorexic chick at the school."

 "Yeah, an Anorexic Freshman."

 I have no idea if they're talking about me but still that's the last fucking time I ever talk to Father Sean AGAIN!!

 People already think it's me since I'm the smallest and supposedly the skinniest Freshman girl. This rumor is so hilarious. It's like wow is the school really this pathetic that  the lastest rumor is about someone having an ED. Whatever happened to: 

 "OMG that hoochie stold Maria's man, that fucking bitch!!"

 Today I had half a day since we had this special Corporate Intership Workshop at Whitter. I finally know where I'm going to work, it's at Harris Bank Oakbrook Terrace. Can't complain, freshman never get the job they want but hey at least there's a Starbucks at the corner and not to mention Oakbrook Mall is close by.

 As we were dismissed I patiently waited outside on the school plaza for someone to pick me up, the sophomores who were having lunch were staring at us like we had some kind of disease. One shaggy haired guy started pointing at me and signaling me to come over. I would have but unfortunately I glanced at the mirror like wall and saw a complete obese monstrosity. So I turned around and walked away, pretending that I had not noticed him.

 Tomorrow I have a regular day and Friday I have no classes but I still have to go to my Sponsor Orientation. I have to be there at 8:00 a.m. to meet by supervisor and head over to my work place with her for "company orientation".

4 days left 'til Cross Country starts!!

 I promise pics up soon, I just need to get a hold of my dad. He lives in L.A. with my  white step-mother and beach, blonde step-sisters. It might take me some time since my dad is a hard worker, oh yes he's a great role model. He handles "merchandise" if you get my drift. Yes, my dad is a fucking narc!

 


Tuesday, August 16, 2005

Currently Listening
I'm Wide Awake, It's Morning
By Bright Eyes
Lua
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 New site! If I have to type that username again I will shoot myself before hand.

 I haven't had that many mood swings in a while, which have to do with taking my Prozac pills again.

 I'm eating, well what's considered eating to me. I have discovered that my stomach refuses to take in more than 700 calories otherwise I'll end up with my head hanging over the toilet. Even though I know this I loathe my fat self entirely.

 Everyday I can feel my stomach bulge out more and more. I refuse to fast in order to "punish" myself instead I punish myself without intending to. Walking around in stilettos and refusing to buy myself new clothes are only a few punishments that I pend on myself.

 My prison, aka high school, has started for me already and everywhere I go girls tell me "OMG you're so tiny and skinny!!!"

 How I wish that I could believe them.

 Father Sean, the counselor, makes sure that I eat at lunch time. Maybe he can make me eat but why can't he make me stop vomiting my brains out later.

 Anyways, I decided that my next post will be short stories of how it all began. I do not give a rats ass if anyone reads it I just want to write it.

 Good bye, my darlings.

Current Height: 5'1"

Current Weight: 95 lbs

p.s. I would post pictures and I will soon. I left my digi cam at my aunt's house and she lives in Cali.



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